okay i'm done ranting
all i wanna do now is be on drugs or get drunk


fliesHe sits there, all alone. All alone in his voluntary isolation. And hes there for quite a while now. Stuck to his chair, watching his kingdom, flies buzzing around him. Flies all around, he doesnt seem too mind though. And even if they buzz around his ears, land on his head, and crawl over him, He does not care. He keeps watch, eyes closed. The noise and the stench might drive one mad, but not him. He keeps watch.flies
His world is dark and bleak, and yet ever so warm, so warm that it scares the flies, it scares them too death. He is in control, everything goes his way, one way. Nothing circulates e


a warm placeA warm placea warm place
The thoughts of yesterdays are coming back too me, with regret. The thoughts of all the things better left unsaid, things better off undone, but i did them. I feel sad, and i feel sick, sickened by myself.
And i was just a searching soul, looking for something yet i did not know what, perhaps thats why i always took the wrong path, if going forward is so easy, then why was i going in circles.
I doesnt matter anymore now. The fruits of my labor, the many hardships, they payed off, i have arrived now, i am here, i found what i was looking for. I sit here, reflecti


the sooner the betterMy life is like walking down a slippery slope I may seem like it but i cannot cope Just keep me sedated and gimme some rope My life ends here for the worse or the better Though its seems like the former i hope for the latter The sooner i die the betterthe sooner the better
No need for sympathy, thats the way i fool myself The less im loved the worse my health
Even though it feels better to disappear, i will emerge again I wont live, because ive got a better plan.
But the feelings wont go away But they can be suppressed Give me another dose of
my ID

LifeYou run away; try to escape from The dark beings who want your soul A fairy queen in a world of blood And in the sky the thunder rollsLife
You find a place to sit and think About the fallen tree that holds your wings All around you can hear their howls Anguished cries of deep, dark things
And if you had never fallen in Love with a twisted demon prince Who didn't care nor want to love But you ignored the eager hints
Now you know what you've done wrong Now you must run from the hunt You cry 'bout what a fool you've been Fall and bask in th


Fallen Angel - Part 1Day 1 Thick air was all that Samantha could breathe in, stuck inside a cramped packing crate with three other kids, two her age and one a lot younger, all of which were slaves like her being smuggled aboard a ship inside crates. Samantha rubbed the small tattoo on her wrist it had been on there as long as she could remember although she didn't know what it meant as it was written in Chinese. She glanced across through the dark crate at two of the other kids the older one a blonde boy held the younger one a scrawny little girl tightly, Samantha assumed them to be related. The other older girl sat curled up in the corner opposiFallen Angel - Part 1
| hey, uhmm i'm not good at this, so uhm yeah, i started writing about a year ago, and it's apparantly one of the few good qualities i have, lot's of people say they like what i write, feel free to tell me my writing is crap though i like sincerity! you might find that my writing is a bit on the gloomy nihilistic side, well thats tough luck for you. |
Ondertussen een ex-heldenaar maar whatever, ik ben er nog vaak te vinden
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Allons y!
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If I'm to fall
Would you be there to applaud?
Or would you hide behind them all?
'Cause if I were to go
In my heart you'll grow
And that's where you belong.
Oasis
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I've always known that I'd be trapped;
the world outside no longer shows.
And here, within this dream, I'm caught...
the Lady of the Blackened Rose.
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Dreams can come true, but never fantasies, if you nurture a fantasy, it'll most likely get broken.
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